I haven't been on in so long. My internet has been so bad I can barely get online let alone actually be on long enough to log on here. And on top of that I was working double time over the summer, I was working in a summer camp in the morning and my regular job in the evening, then I started school after that. That keeps me super busy now! I have soooo much homework all the time that I don't even finish till 1am so I just crash as soon as I'm done. I don't even have time to draw much and that sux. I really need to find a way to manage my time better!
Anyways, I'm sorry for my extended absence and I'm gonna be trying to be on more and more again. And try to draw something. My birthday was July 30 so I do need to update my devID because I'm yet another year older! At least that will give me something to do.

Yeah!! Summers here! I love summer because my birthday is coming up and there's always good parties going on and I can go to the beach all the time! But it is just soooo damn hot already! I don't even want to think about how much worse its gonna get.
I'm trying to get some new art up, but (as always) I'm just so damn busy. So soon, soon. I need some new ideas anyways, I'm not sure what I'm gonna work on next. Well, I'll think of something! Ok I don't wanna write anymore, so bye, till next time!
Awww... it wont let me change my mood up there... that sux. So my real mood is...(happy) and maybe (a little evil)!! Ha! changed it!!

I just felt like saying some stuff...

I feel: sad sometimes when I'm all alone
happy when someone tells me nice things or I finish a picture I've been working on
frustrated when I'm stuck in an art block(which happens a lot!)
stressed because I'm running out of money (this economy sux)
tired cause I am constantly running around like a crazy person
I've been having so many random thoughts run through my head it's driving me crazy.
Everything just stresses me out lately. AHHHHHHH!!! My bf lost his job, mine sux(well the pay does), and I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me. I just want something to go right in my world for once. *sigh* I feel kinda sad that my art isn't doing that well on here... Which is kinda stupid because I have lots of people around me that love all the stuff that I do. I just wish I could get some good comments sometimes or some positive well, anything. I'm just frustrated... I guess I want some good stuff to happen...
Anyways I just needed to vent. Everybody needs to so that sometimes I guess. I'm actually in a pretty good mood despite all the crap I'm going through lately. I'm trying to stay positive. Hope everybody else is staying positive no matter how bad things get for them! Good luck to anybody who needs it.

-Neko

I managed to post something!
I got a art tablet like 3 days ago and I've been working on pictures all weekend. Well, as much as I could anyways. So now that I have this I'll most likely be on the computer a whole lot more. Yea!!!
Well not my computer. *sad* My computer as of now and the last 3 weeks or so has not worked, turned on or anything else for that matter so I'm using my bfs computer right now. So it's like a really expensive paper weight right now. But who cares, it works and I can go online again!!! So I hope to be on a lot more and posting a lot more art up!
~Neko

Yeah once again things have happened to prevent me from doing anything fun.
My birthday was on wednesday and it totally sucked. Blah. I did get a really nice gift from my bf though. He got me a really cute platinum and gold panda pendent. I really love it. It's like some Chinese coin and it's really cool. But overall it was just a blah day. I just had a really bad feeling all day and it turns out my sister put my cat down that day and then tells me in a super mean way. So I guess we aren't talking. But I've been kinda sad about my kitty and all so, I haven't really been doing much.
I just wanted to post an update and get it out of the way. Ok now I'm done, bye!
~
Neko